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- Fri, Jun 11, 11:08 AM (1 w, 2 d)
Fri, Jun 11
It’s currently 2:30 am as I’m writing this while eating pizza rolls lol but I wanted to write this to see if anyone else is going through the same problems as me I’m currently scared for the future I’m 15 going to be 16 and idk what I want to do with my life I’m scared because my mom is working hard and lots of shifts to make up for us. I don’t want to disappoint her I want to make it up to her for all the tough times but I just can’t. Because of the corona School has been demotivating for me and I missed lots of days and I’m failing currently which I’ve never did before. Now I’m lost and stuck on what should I do I’m scared my mom will be disappointed and cry because I’m failing but I can’t prevent it Ik it’s my fault but life just seems so stressful now it hurts. I wake up every morning just wondering is it even worth it and hope it will get better soon I get so much anxiety just thinking about the future my only escape to get relaxation is anime and LoFi. Ik I sound like a slacker but believe or not life use to be so simple I was a straight A student then lockdown came and I’ve been failing. friday night funkin I just wanted to vent out somewhere or with someone because everyone I’m close with won’t understand and will laugh at me.